Updates.

Will be graduating from Tekong as a recruit soon in march
Going to Dayang for my rescue diver course :]
I will be less in action as i have lots of things to do which is boring.(mostly resting at home after all the training)
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I get to know her by chance. We had lunch and that is where everything started. It was on a thursday 4th dec 2008. We joked and laugh for that short 30 mins. Managed to accompany her to Compasspoint for exchange of clothing the next day. Shared a tub of ice-cream and due to my lousy planning we had to eat under a void deck . Am going to improve on that! Said something surprising to her and make her quiet for a while, lucky me , she was ok after a while -_- . Haha. Saturday 6 dec, manage to had dinner with her and company her back. Well she can't tied a cherry stalk for nuts and i did it in less than 5 mins :] Watching her trying to tied the stalk was priceless. I wanne see her do it again! Happy !

I was totally mesmerized by the way she eats. The way she talks and everything she does. I just cannot stop smiling to myself about her. . Silly as she may be . Haiz. I think i may be in love

After today, i am almost done with school. Will be working full time at Wild Wild Wet as a lifeguard and getting my advanced diver course soon. Finally i am sort of out of the studying zone for the rest of my life. I mean school as in math , chemistry and stuff. I will be constantly learning still about things that are useful in life and not some crap you learn from secondary 1 that you most probably will never ever apply in your life! Life has been soo boring ... zzz :/

Hit a wall , uncover facts , given my respects. Sometimes life just isn't far ya? Agreed, sadly.
Even the great wind is nothing compared to ants who is determined to live. Small yet powerful. I was once someone who cannot deliver a simple promise. It shall be history. I meant every single word i say. And this time it is going to be so much better and perfection is what i am working towards. You have my word :]

Principles are very important in my life. I live by it. To some people it may be rubbish but to me it is how i am going to live my life with. They are very much like rules. This is bad as it is stopping me from doing lots of things. For example getting to know someone who i am interested in. Yet unlike rules, principles cannot be bend or broken. It stays ..... unless i ..

Lots of things went through my mind recently. In fact i was wondering how i actually managed to think about so many things one after another. Lets start with the current one. I want to cut my hair till nothing is left , get a half shoulder tatoo , with my families name tatoo on me in some unknowned language. I also wanne live on some deserted island alone, cutting myself off from this fucked up world. Maybe visiting it once a year or something to see my family. Still having some random flash back. Lady luck has not been with me recently. I wonder where she has gone to. What i wanted seems to be so farway, with cork ups and all kinds of shit happening. Its is either it goes against my principle or it just seems to be belonging to someone else already. Hmm and something is missing in me. I hate politics. Especially when i am involved in it. Being neutral allows me to see more but eventually i will become in it, whether i like it or not. Damn it . I have a need. I wanne learn kendo ... anyone?

Life is so fragile , i guess no one really cares unless the one who is dead is someone closed to you. Nope , no one closed to me is dead yet not to worry. Rescuing someone from the pool from the last week of my work really makes me treasure friends and stuff. Especially when the girl is around the same age as my sister. Today my mum was complaining about my sis. She says that it is all my fault for wanting a sis. I was laughing all the way when she complains. I love my sis! She brought back the innocence that i have long seen in my family and sort of balances the tide in the family. Seriously. So naturally my mum was piss off and at the same time trying not to laugh. HA! cause i know deep inside she was just wanting us to help out with the house work and stuff. My bros and i were always fighting and stuff since young and i always wins :]. But apparently parents spoils it all but getting back at me when i win. To them big brothers are not suppose to bully them? Which means big brothers have to lose at all times. It took me a while to get what they were telling me. So now i am so glad that things are getting better now. And i think i want to get a girlfriend. I am getting so bored. Well not saying that my future girl will be my entertainment but to cover up the gap that has been empty for quite sometime now .... and it is not easy to find anyone. It seems that the harder you look the more it runs away from you, so i'm just going to take my time hopefully , she will come.