The Decision

When people ask me , whats the plan man? I will say , "The plan is to win". Simple . I have still one more month before my school starts . In this one month i shall train myself to be the best i can be in.

I have already decided on what to do. I shall be very relax and stuff. No pressure at all my girl :].
I am moving on with life and take things one at a time for now. I will not and never will go back to the past and repeat my mistakes anymore. Girl , i am not going to give you up that easily i promise you. Any guy or girl can come along but its ok . I will perserver . A promise is a promise you said .You may forgotten what you had said or promised . Its ok cause i'm gonna make it happen for you.

I feel that this is making me feel sick. The way i feel now is like falling into this endless pit where everything around me is nothing but void. I hope that i will reach the bottom soon .

This is weird but i miss you somehow. Your captivating smile and voice . Sometimes how i wish i can just keep it in a box where i can see and hear it everytime. Right know you are the only thing that keeps me moving i guess. I'm foolish , but i just need it , or my life now will be meaningless.
I may have lost the competition but i still managed to grap a silver for the team. I really want to give it to you ... Will i ever have the chance? This i will keep asking myself this.