The first setback

Fighting is always part of my life , losing is usually not an option for me. Today the Inter-PolIte karate competition is held at Ngee Ann poly. I was Suppose to fight the Man's Open . Due to some resaon i did not have a chance in it . Guess life's never really fair . However i do get to fight in the Guy's Team. Almost lost to this guy who uses he's body and weight to push me out of the ring. But hey , i'm no push over man . Defeated him in the end . However the rest of the team says i'm to violent??? Therefore i did not perform on my second match ... and lost .
Well i guess i'm not compose enough , not experience enough and not strong enough yet. Well i still have one more month to train and stuff . So i am sooo gonna make them regret fighting me next time.

Sometimes i really don't know what has gotten into me. I really wish that i understand how she feels and what she is thinking. I am so dissapointed in myself . Why does i have to go through all this? I do not wanne give up but what can i do? Answers ! I need them . Why lie to me? Just tell me straight in my face so i don't have to suffer in silence anymore my girl . Everytime you lie to me , my heart skips a beat . I have no mood to do anything at all. Pls all i wanne do is hold You tight, would you object if i called you mine?

This blog is purely a mere shoutbox of mine to let my feelings out . Pls whoever scumbles to this blog , keep it to yourself ya. Thanks . Nitez

Lonewonderer