Tuesday, April 29, 2008

The Happy

Morning , i guess i am too excited .Well this morning has been a very rewarding one. Allow me to start from the very first thing.

I recieved three texts when i woke up. The first one made me scold myself to the max. She says that she was bored!! OMG , i am like suppose to call her to accompany her but what am i doing? SLEEPING??? Great one Edwind , your're the best man . I feel like i am such a totally idiot and such a crass. Why did i sleep so early that day? Why?? I'm sorry girl .

However, i manage to read on to the next text .Well , i feel wanted i guess . This is what it said :

"Night doesn't become beautiful with star studded Sky & Full moon ,

It becomes beautiful when You go to sleep & let the star and moon admire your innocence

Good night ."

Words cannot express the feeling i had . Cloud Nine should describe how happy i felt .
Girl i just wanne tell you this . It is ok if you don't believe in love , or you don't believe in guys.
I understand that guys are jerks sometimes , or they can't understand you better than the way your girlfriends did. However ,you know what , i'm still going to call you bluff and make a change in the way you see things . I promise this to you . I am not going to give up without trying at least 100 times. You said that i understand you better than most guys , true , its not luck or anything to do with psychology . It is just the way my heart feels for you so ya . Things are definitely getting better . Oh i think this is bad , i am starting to fall in <3 again .... hmmmm.

The last text , was not what i expected . She wanne meet me again and again. Again and again i've made things so clear but yet it is just so futile. I know we are still friends , but your effort is scaring me off . I really wish that we can just space out a little more , take a big step back and observe what is going on . Not do things on the impluse .

I must do somethime to it , allow me some time to brainstrom through all the possible solutions.

Meanwhile , today i went out with dad to have breakfast. I guess i have not been a good son . I always knew my dad wanne spent time with me , you know the man to man thing . But i am always busy doing my things . So today we finally had the time to do it , we chatted.

His friend pops by also , well this is where my story starts.
My dad , who lookes so innocent and with hardly any temper is actually someone in his past.
His friend sort of busted him ! I am so amazed . I always want a fighter for a dad. Now he is my idol haha. Nono pls don't get me wrong, its not that i wanne fight or something but i just feels proud that he is one last time but such a great father now. Oh ya , so is my grandfather ! Great the two most harmless people in my life are actually someone haha. I am so going to find out more on what they did . Picture this , an old grandpa whose first word to me is "Ah boy ar , must study hard ar , then can earn lots of money ar. Then goes off to read the newpaper ." Such a nice person .. well life is indeed full of surprises .

Time now is 11.20 am Tuesday 29 April.

Lonewonderer