Hit a wall , uncover facts , given my respects. Sometimes life just isn't far ya? Agreed, sadly.
Even the great wind is nothing compared to ants who is determined to live. Small yet powerful. I was once someone who cannot deliver a simple promise. It shall be history. I meant every single word i say. And this time it is going to be so much better and perfection is what i am working towards. You have my word :]

Principles are very important in my life. I live by it. To some people it may be rubbish but to me it is how i am going to live my life with. They are very much like rules. This is bad as it is stopping me from doing lots of things. For example getting to know someone who i am interested in. Yet unlike rules, principles cannot be bend or broken. It stays ..... unless i ..

Lots of things went through my mind recently. In fact i was wondering how i actually managed to think about so many things one after another. Lets start with the current one. I want to cut my hair till nothing is left , get a half shoulder tatoo , with my families name tatoo on me in some unknowned language. I also wanne live on some deserted island alone, cutting myself off from this fucked up world. Maybe visiting it once a year or something to see my family. Still having some random flash back. Lady luck has not been with me recently. I wonder where she has gone to. What i wanted seems to be so farway, with cork ups and all kinds of shit happening. Its is either it goes against my principle or it just seems to be belonging to someone else already. Hmm and something is missing in me. I hate politics. Especially when i am involved in it. Being neutral allows me to see more but eventually i will become in it, whether i like it or not. Damn it . I have a need. I wanne learn kendo ... anyone?

Life is so fragile , i guess no one really cares unless the one who is dead is someone closed to you. Nope , no one closed to me is dead yet not to worry. Rescuing someone from the pool from the last week of my work really makes me treasure friends and stuff. Especially when the girl is around the same age as my sister. Today my mum was complaining about my sis. She says that it is all my fault for wanting a sis. I was laughing all the way when she complains. I love my sis! She brought back the innocence that i have long seen in my family and sort of balances the tide in the family. Seriously. So naturally my mum was piss off and at the same time trying not to laugh. HA! cause i know deep inside she was just wanting us to help out with the house work and stuff. My bros and i were always fighting and stuff since young and i always wins :]. But apparently parents spoils it all but getting back at me when i win. To them big brothers are not suppose to bully them? Which means big brothers have to lose at all times. It took me a while to get what they were telling me. So now i am so glad that things are getting better now. And i think i want to get a girlfriend. I am getting so bored. Well not saying that my future girl will be my entertainment but to cover up the gap that has been empty for quite sometime now .... and it is not easy to find anyone. It seems that the harder you look the more it runs away from you, so i'm just going to take my time hopefully , she will come.