Life is so fragile , i guess no one really cares unless the one who is dead is someone closed to you. Nope , no one closed to me is dead yet not to worry. Rescuing someone from the pool from the last week of my work really makes me treasure friends and stuff. Especially when the girl is around the same age as my sister. Today my mum was complaining about my sis. She says that it is all my fault for wanting a sis. I was laughing all the way when she complains. I love my sis! She brought back the innocence that i have long seen in my family and sort of balances the tide in the family. Seriously. So naturally my mum was piss off and at the same time trying not to laugh. HA! cause i know deep inside she was just wanting us to help out with the house work and stuff. My bros and i were always fighting and stuff since young and i always wins :]. But apparently parents spoils it all but getting back at me when i win. To them big brothers are not suppose to bully them? Which means big brothers have to lose at all times. It took me a while to get what they were telling me. So now i am so glad that things are getting better now. And i think i want to get a girlfriend. I am getting so bored. Well not saying that my future girl will be my entertainment but to cover up the gap that has been empty for quite sometime now .... and it is not easy to find anyone. It seems that the harder you look the more it runs away from you, so i'm just going to take my time hopefully , she will come.